I told you that being there all the time ment more than a month. I have faith you knew what I ment when I said that. You know how much you mean to me.
I can’t carry the weight of remembering you all day. Seeing all the things like the painting and notes, I had to hide it all in a drawer.
I have a feeling you would understand. You’d want me to be happy. Well remembering you can hurt alot sometimes.
He wants to be with me forever. He makes me happy. He’s kept all his promises. Help me accept happiness and have courage.
I love you.
